half of my heart’s got a right mind to tell you
that I can’t keep loving you
oh, with half of my heart
I have to do this. Please, understand that this is the last thing I want to do. But I have to do it. Understand me, Rachel, look into my eyes and know that I’m not lying when I say that I loved you. I did. God, I loved you. But I was afraid. You were unpredictable, and I needed control. Never doubt for a moment my love for you. I loved you with all that I could, but I knew I couldn’t anymore. I was only going to end up hurting you more. I hope one day you will think of me, and you will find it in your heart to forgive me. Maybe one day, something will remind you of me, and you will smile. I know I don’t deserve anything from you. But I did love you, Rachel, and I probably always will. I have to do this. Forgive me, Rachel, please.
you will hate that I never gave more to you
than half of my heart
but I can’t stop loving you
